Part One: Cihen to do wind and the moon – Record of pity in this small Yi Xi, but also sad, sorrow was not related to the wind and the moon, are all secretly want some mundane affairs can not escape yourself also in the festive season add a few lines of Tears. Niansan once again came to the twelfth lunar month, and again by the year within the range.I remember this time last year doing nothing, wrote a kind of culture and a feeling cynical article.This time to the small years, in retrospect, that’s sad when you figure most will be making a fuss.We Adds a coming age of time, I do not know what it’s like.In addition to a year older, why do I still need more on some ring true?The more unhappy when aboard unhappy to think about, so I found myself more and more of the dark, forming a vicious circle.I do not know why people looked at those happy at all times full of joy, never able to see some gloom on their faces; and in this I was never part of the fun of passing never see the joy, not to mention my heart now really are some so-called trivia, the so-called mundane affairs.His usual aloof, did not expect the last minute, I realized that I also can not escape the earthly affairs in the past, but the GAO bystander.People are so hypocritical, always fancying themselves high above, subconscious finds that he is always unusual.All the wind was just bad luck, drawn the short straw, in fact, it seems thin just their own self-esteem and low self-esteem is not harmonious combination of it. ”Poem a bowl of soup, the kitchen god on the sky today.Jade asked if human affairs, the article is worthless troubled times.”Not in a small chant poems too little, or too this poem makes me feel something, every small year I can think of this poem.Perhaps frustrated writers are fond of saying that in troubled times article is worthless, today morning talking with friends I have mentioned here.Frustrated writers lament article is not worthless, everything seems frustrated literati for this are frustrated.Most people should not vent their anger is frustrated when you least this time sober, most likely to make mistakes, most likely to get burned.But when you have had a saying how difficult complaints, there is misery extension, not because no one listens to, but because they can not say, you will suppress?If you are an optimistic person better, if you are this is not a happy man at this time will not be looking at things are sad.Someone I do not know, anyway, not very unfortunate that such a person is in such a small person can not afford to be happy all year.Perhaps the environment is not good, perhaps from small to large I have been fighting this text is better than resorting to violence in the family, perhaps childhood endured not say I hate festering heart.Maybe all this is just an excuse, because all that is all I am not a happy person.Since I myself will not be happy, then happy, joy, naturally, will not find me on. But this is different from the past year’s loss in lost time, every night there are people I talk to, this person is now not just a friend.Also often frustrated when some poetry, and finally “Yu Louchun” This tune fill two tie, to make pictures. Yu Louchun dwelling small room at the helpless, feeling bitter sorrow than mediocre. I do not know when the moon oblique, young people live at your own risk. Rub open tired eyes toward the same evening, night photos is difficult to stay in the wind Easy. The mind and the lock side, there are always complaints Acacia Banjun. Two did not know the beginning of every good dream good, originally knew them less. Wind drunk drunk setting sun, since only road karma are clever. According moon people think slim, hand to heart frequency was stirred. Dreaming trance yesterday in love not only willing Passions old chapter II: Cihen to do before the wind and the moon intends to honor the return date that the first like language Chun Yung miserable pharynx.The world would have a infatuated, sorrow was not related to the wind and the moon. From the song defeats refurbished tie down, one can teach intestinal inch knot.Luoyang flowers do have to look straight before they were easy to do spring. A man, a lifetime in the end to how much love?How many love forever, how many love wind and scattered?Vigorous love, unforgettable pain too, whether those softly friendship has faded, forgotten.Nightlife net one day, you live in my heart.I can not forget, but I know that we will never in my heart to each other that unforgettable location. Our distant sea, care for silence.And a look back, in their arena where to turn with someone Rouchang.Between you and me, do not talk about love affair, and if so, that it was friendship?So, doomed, this love will never be life and death go hand in hand, the highest power. Cihen to do wind and the moon.However, I can not, as you like indifference, do not care. And tonight, when clarity texted me and said she had a daughter.Nearly six months have news of her, I was very surprised and very happy.I do not know when she got married, and has now made a mother. Time straight ahead, while the link between me and clarity, but it is off three sweet children.My sweet child can access.From time to time, say a few words, to blow off steam.And like a misty cloud clarity, let us reach. Sweet child said, “Even three to five years missing classmates, meet to shoot say hello.Why every time we give her a little message she always return it?Green, I’m sorry.”A thousand times, and I asked the sweet child in my heart.We pursue our cold clarity reasons.But a thousand times, with no result.Because we do not want to set up what reasons. Not met for many years, I often recall that when we met.Many times we had together a dream return to the days.We used to run in the snow in the snow bareheaded.Once the railway track standing, shouting loudly in the hearts of release train rumbling opened when repression.Once in a laundry basin, had drunk a glass of water.And wake up, go back to time and today, clarity still can not touch the sweet child in my thoughts and in. Sweet child said, “Why is it so clear clarity alienate you and me.The young have not seen her, she was happy?Are you happy?Now have a baby, her husband is not around.Some people do take care of her?”I said,” Do not be so sweet child of thirty-eight.Clarity not a child.”I say heartless sweet child.I know, sweet child these thoughts, I have all.I often ask my heart, “clarity, are you happy?Are you happy?”But, with the clarity of the cold, I can do nothing. Whenever a bad mood, I will be looking for someone to talk to.Even sweet child scolded me worse word, my mood will be much better.However, clarity never speaks to us of her feelings.She was too strong, or are we two friends failed too? I often think that in this life there are a few lucky friends can Taoxintaofei.When the injured person if there is a heartless curse your meal, it is a blessing.Some people will accompany you laugh, but not be able to cry with you.We tend to easily forget’ve laughed with people; but stay with people to forget their own crying, it is difficult.So, I know, I can not go clarity. I was in tears when Yingying and clarity, sweet children in the juvenile acquaintance. That day, I started to cry.Because poor academic teacher gave me swap seats.I sit in class most poor light that seat by the window of the first row.Regardless of day black day, he looked up only to see the palm of a blackboard, reflective too much.A little girl, but also have self-esteem, not to mention or myopia.The teacher exchanged seats already feel no face, and also not see the words on the blackboard.Results a difference no, fear is no chance to stand up.So, I started to cry. I cried sad, homesick.Because I live on campus, once a month to return home.So half wronged half is missing, let my tears, kept rushing.But just when I cry, I sat behind the desk Wang Qianmian girl asked me to move a move, said she liked the window, and I blocked her.She is clarity, and the girl she was at the same table facing me laugh, she is a sweet child.This is how we met bland. A together for three years, we, like the Three Musketeers.Too many stories between us too much. Ten years, pronto.Clarity in my thoughts and sweet child of a mother.Tell me the news, you are happy or sad clarity?Have you ever said, I and your sweet child is a lifetime friend.Why do we have to avoid care about you and miss it? I often think about sweet child tears Yingying said, “green, I worry clarity.”My heart would not stop twitching.Clarity, you know? Perhaps, because of your reason, you really want to put us in the political arena the.But, as long as you look back, you can see me and sweet child is watching you.I know that we can no longer return it Without envy of age.Either way, as long as you happy.