I don’t know what it feels like now and how I feel to knock out these square characters. The music in the ears is full of thoughts, and today and the past are interwoven. I was the only one in the empty room, sitting next to the computer, staring at the screen, fingers jumping freely on the keyboard. I have been in this strange and familiar city for a month. From Wuhu to Shenzhen, from winter to summer, from school to society, everything seems to have gone too fast. I know that at the moment when I decided to leave, I was destined to start drifting. Friends said: Children who have been insecure have a heart of adventure. Yes, he’s right. I’m a insecure child. I have always appreciated San Mao, the strange girl galloping in the Sahara in a foreign land.. I once wrote: Some people say that following your heart will become either a miracle or a madman. I don’t know what I will become.. As always, now, I still don’t know. Perhaps, I will become the third kind…… Haozi said: If there is a man like Jose, even if he is wandering, there is nothing to be done. However, I didn’t. Perhaps, as the fortune teller said, I will be very bumpy in my life and on the emotional road.. I am a person who does not believe in life and refuses to accept it. I jokingly call myself a marginal person living outside the threshold.. However, like those’ marginal people’ in the red chamber, the marginal people end up with tragic results. Will my ending be a tragedy? I do not know. Flowers bloom all season and fall all over the place. Who looks at who’s blooming, who has left an indelible footprint in who’s most beautiful time.? Perhaps all this will eventually be an unknown return period… Once again, looking back, it was already dark and the curtain of night cloth had already been pulled up. The red and green neon lights outside the window kept flashing, and the sound of planes flying overhead and traffic in the streets kept popping up, just like me and my mood at this time..