Author: Qian Yaling QQ: 814498661 occasionally remembers. Think of someone who once met, may not be able to meet again, or even never meet again. Like a monsoon crossing. Midnight dreams are often memories of wheatgrass. Who did you dream of? Who did you meet? Think of who? Or forget who? I don’t remember, is that youth and us catching the wind and shadow?. Those people, those time in youth, suddenly and violently highlighted in memory, severely wet their eyes. How many people did we miss, how many years we spent in the catkin – flying campus, with the lake of Wang green running out, how many years later, when we really walked on the road of life and relived our young dreams, how many encounters we had had would have crossed with life. Some small dust slowly shook from memory and began to form fuzzy smoke in the air to participate in the regulations of that year. how similar the world is to our past years and coincides with the time we remember, so we slowly sank into the world with our eyes closed, like sudden drowsiness in the summer afternoon, not being noticed, so we easily caught people.. Fang aner is a simple, clean, clever and stubborn girl waiting for love. the final result reminds me once again of taking part in the draft regulations for youth, pure cruelty, Lin jiamo, Fang aner, Chen Xun, Zhao ye, Qiao ran, friendship can be as pure as a cup of plain boiled water, but also as strong as alcohol.. The girl’s friendship seems to be as simple as walking together, sharing happiness and joy, waiting for a moment like a twin flower.. In those years, did they not once be us? The one you used to be, the one she used to be. Those of us who thought the worst of our youth, as well as dark stories or unforgivable people, were forgiven in other people’s stories. A Juan said that seeing the fragments of those memories torn up by a stiff hook suddenly felt that we were all old, where a pool of lake water and two buildings, along with those tender lives, have propped up the whole thin youth.. Light like, light pain, light sorrow, put in the softest corner, hide, think it is happiness. Still remember in those sunny afternoons, it was so long ago to gather and lie in the grass and be hit by fragments of sunlight on the face.. After the years have run out, you can calmly face the traces of those defeats in your youth, discretely in the wind of the years, and occasionally think of your face slightly, so being stubborn still makes you feel a little distressed.. We have all forgotten that there is still a long time to go before we can really like someone again! Only like this, really can never return to the original appearance. In fact, those seemingly simple emotions actually hurt every nerve in the casual moment. I remember, I, Aguan and Zerui ran around the familiar willow tree in the hazy drizzle, circle after circle, yelling at the lake at night, venting and releasing those small depressive feelings. The trouble at that time was undoubtedly simple, that is, those who failed to take exams every time, or secretly liked for a long time were better than themselves to others.. Or, in that depressing environment, just want to release it. Many times in a campus full of willow trees, we laugh, play and struggle together. Sometimes I can imagine that I don’t feel like camphor trees in Asakawa Middle School in summer.? In fact, I won’t forget that every year, when the second middle school spring arrives, Sophora japonica flowers are fragrant and can be seen hanging high on the branches by the window of the classroom as long as they look up slightly. At that time, the troubles are so small that they are infinitely magnified, just as we look at other people’s shortcomings through a magnifying glass, we feel childish when we grow up and cry for each exam and for one person. At that time, the world feels great in an instant, but the simple thing can be as simple as crying so many people.. When we set foot on the society, we occasionally think of so many, one kind of warmth, but two kinds of feelings. The price of growing up is no longer the same as before, you can let tears flow across your cheeks, you can no longer stubbornly choose the impossible, you don’t want to go to the ends of the earth where you said it was, when the years hit the top, the traces of reality show little by little, and you don’t need those empty fantasies to fill the vacancy of life.. The people around me need what I need, what I cherish, what I miss, and what I once miss are passers – by. I think the most profound feelings can not be replaced in my life. I will think of that stubborn face, which is now thought of as a man’s husband and father.. After many years, I discovered that I was also the same pride, the same stubbornness, and more nostalgic for the later one. In the closed campus, I squeezed my head in the crowd to buy a steamed stuffed bun I didn’t like to eat every day after I went to exercise. I bought it for half a year, and clearly remembered the set of comprehensive exam papers brought to me by Xuanwei and spent the hardest time with me. Those days were not the days I liked you, but the warmest days I felt when I remembered them after many years.. If I knew at that time that we could be as flat together as we are now, then I should have been better to you at that time. But how can I know these later? In those years, like being locked in a cell and not seeing any sunshine in the future, the only thing that can be determined and measured is scores, only those things can bring security, although I have hated that way many times before.. In fact, human beings are the most complicated animals. They used to think that feelings and desires are two things that do not affect each other. Later, it was discovered that one thing, two expressions, do not have feelings without desires, and I used to think that others are snobbish. It was only after this threshold that I realized that my feelings also need those desires and materials to dominate.. A few days ago, he said to Aguan that he was in his twenties in confusion and had become someone else’s uncle and aunt from his older brother and sister. It is a fact that it is hard to accept it. The second brother’s child is called Aunt Yanrui Xian, and Yanrui Xian insists on calling her sister. Instantly, we are all getting old slowly in the years, which is more realistic, but it is irrefutable.. After five years together, I said Achang would write a love letter to me, and he did. Although he still wrote hundreds of words, he was no longer in the mood of passing notes during his self-study class, admitting that the time behind the fence was already occupied by maturity, and after so many years he had no courage to say to a person: I like your simple words.. Many sleepless nights, I will think about the unfinished maiden work from the bottom of my heart in college and miss the bill all the time. if I write what it will look like in the end, I will end up with what it will end up with. in fact, I don’t know what it will end up with, but I have no courage to mention it later. if the original intention of writing was to leave something for the past, there is no need to bother to write it down. I’m not afraid to forget, no matter how hard I think I will forget, or there is no trace in the trajectory of my life.. I am no longer afraid of a person at the bifurcation of time, no longer depressed on snowy days, not so lonely in a city, and no longer afraid to see a stranger.. In the world of sudden jumps, in the noisy crowd, facing the dazzling sunshine, you can still see my smile as long as I narrow my eyes hard.